I Wanted to be Simply Me

I wanted to be me
Wanted to be simply me
All I wanted was me n my dreams
I wanted my ways
Wanted my answers
Wanted no advice
Coz I wanted to be me
Today though I’m not myself
I dream of being myself
Coz I don’t have the strength
No more strength to
Go through
All these troubles
No strength to face anyone
No strength to help someone
All I do everytime is run away
Leaving everybody in trouble….
I wanted to be me
Simply me...

Your Love

The sun has gone
The moon has come..
The clouds are gone
The stars are clear..
You have gone
But your memories are left..
Yes your hate is felt
But just like the moon, stars and the memories
Your love is still
There
Which has gone beyond
The hatred from you...

I Am Scared

I hope everything is all right
I hope everything turns right
Hope is all i can do
Results he will give
Where i may land i dont know
But hope is all i can do
Having faith is the only thing i can do
I am scared of this silence
It pricks my heart
I have messed it up
And others will have to clear it for me
I dont want them to do it
But its the price they are paying for what i have done
I did not want to face it
Coz i feared all this
Long before
As the clock is striking
Every minute
I am getting even more scared
Hope everything is all right
I hope everything turns right
I need help
But you cant help
Coz its on me
And not on you
I know you are sad
But i cannot help it too
As the night approaches
In this silence
I am fearing it all
I dont want to face it
But i have no other option
Wish it was all as easy as i thought
But its not
Now i stand here
Before the clock
I am watching it
Strike every minute
And i am also watching the fear
Pierce me
This silence is killing me
I hope everything is all right
I hope it will be right
I hope it all turns right
Hope is all i can do
Beyond that there is nothing i can
Do
I feel it coming closer
But i have nothing to do